... has swallowed me whole.
Although it's not a total loss. Some midnight cleaning accomplished, but also a light show to the north. It's enough to take my breath away. How I will miss the density of stars and frequency of northern lights here. My future feels precarious leaving this behind. I was thinking, sitting on the steps under a wild sky, that I wish I had as much wisdom and faith in the universe as I did when I was 20.
But on the more tangible (oh so physical) level--3 days of moving, cleaning, hauling... I'm beat.