I spent the entire first half of the program in tears. I am so proud of my niece, Ara, for who she has already become in her short 6 years of existence on this earth. I don't know what happened...but she walked out onto the stage with all of those other kids and I was just absolutely overtaken by such a huge bout of love that I didn't know what to do with it! My sister was sitting in the seat in front of me; I tapped her on the shoulder and, with big tears blurring my eyes, whispered: "Oh my god! I love her so much and she's not even mine!"
One of the biggest reasons that we moved to this city was to be closer to my niece and nephew while they are still young--and, every day, I am thankful for that decision. Sometimes V. tells me with a funny smile that I am totally over-emotional. I prefer to think that I love deeply. Sometimes that love scares me. I mean, my god, it reaches into my very core! How does that happen? When does love like that begin? Filaments of emotion strung so deeply that there could never be an end. This kind of love--it is such a strange and mysterious thing.
Preethy--the Montessori's founder and school principle--
such a beautiful woman, both inside and out.
such a beautiful woman, both inside and out.
Madame Montessori,
You have very truly remarked that if we are to reach real peace in this world, and if we are to carry on a real war against war, we shall have to begin with children and if they will grow up in their natural innocence, we won't have to struggle, we won't have to pass fruitless idle resolutions, but we shall go from love to love and peace to peace, until at last all the corners of the world are covered with that peace and love for which, consciously or unconsciously, the whole world is hungering. ~Mahatma Gandhi, 1943
If there is to be peace in the world, there must be peace in the nations. If there is to be peace in the nations, there must be peace in the cities. If there is to be peace in the cities, there must be peace between neighbors. If there is to be peace between neighbors, there must be peace in the home. If there is to be peace in the home, there must be peace in the heart. ~Lao Tzu (570-490 B.C.)
All we are saying is give peace a chance. Imagine all of the people living life in peace. You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will live as one. ~John Lennon.
There is something to be said for the innocence of childhood. To love so purely, to sing and dance and laugh with such abandonment--perhaps it is the young ones who are the true teachers of the world.
They were all so beautiful--each and every one of them.
I love you, Ara.
21 comments:
Beautifully recounted. I had tears in my eyes. Thank you for sharing.
Barbara
Oh, Jessie - Thank you! What amazing pictures. I have never been to a kindergarten graduation, except my own. Time to find a random one, I think!
You've put Auntie-love to such perfect words. I have two nieces, nine nephews, and one on the way. I cry all the time with love for these children.
Over-emotional? I don't think so...you're just an auntie all surprised and filled with love.
Oy! She's not even MY niece and I'm tearing up!
Ara is adorable and I'm quite impressed that she quoted John Lennon! Yay for her!
You've done a beautiful job with this post! I love all the pics!
Enjoy every minute you can with your niece and nephew...they grow up so fast!!
You have so much love in your heart!! Just wait till you have your own!
jessie...love is just so powerful. I think when you die, you take it with you.
Kids are so wonderful. They say and do the darnest things and they ask questions, lots and lots of questions. I love it all.
You know what brings tears to my eyes? When they run to you and they spread their arms wide for that big big hug. My eyes water up. I'm asked...why are you crying, auntie? Because I love you sweetie and I missed you.
Yep...I agree, that was a fabulous move Jessie.
Later
Oh I am jealous of the time you get to spend with your niece - I am aching to be nearer to mine! Thank you for showing such sweet messages & such an amazing girl!!
Wow what a school!
What an auntie you are for feeling so deep, what a human being!
I went on a long wagon walk with my children today and I was very present and feeling you and how you walk talk about your walks.
XO,
Melba
Great shots, I can see why you cried. I keep popping in to check out your pup...I'm in love *sigh*
Thank you Jessie for a story about my concert. Say Hi to Lewie!
Love
ARA!
WOW!!! Did I just get a comment from the superstar herself?! I'm glad you read this, Ara. I meant every word of it! {{{Big hug!}}}
Love,
Jessie
You describe your love for your niece so beautifully.. I'm happy that you get to experience this kind of love. It is amazing
Oh, sweetie...this post brought happy tears to my eyes. I know JUST what you mean about auntie-love...I adore my little nieces and nephews (who are *gasp* not so little anymore).
And I love kindergarten graduations! xoxo, M
This is very sweet and cute!
i got goose bumps reading this! i've been at all of my nieces & nephews graduations, and i've been through all those kleenex boxes too.
ain't being an aunt grand!!!
Thank you for putting me in the audience at this special young lady's graduation. I really wanted to be there and you made me feel a part of it.
how cute are you, how cute is she, how cute is the boy in the black bibs, and the boy with the perfect 'o' mouth, and how beautiful is the principal, and how perfect are those quotes....
i'm knackered by how awesome this post is. i love you.
Hi Ara's Oma! :) I wish you could have been there too. We would have needed a SECOND box of kleenex because I'm pretty sure you would have been crying right along with me!
jessie!
these photos are adorable (and evocative). i can totally understand the need for kleenex!!
and i love your words.
you write beautifully.
I've really missd checking in on you and your world via the blog... and what a treat to come back too! A whole bunch of beautiful souls shining out from the computer screen. Thank you.
What a fab idea - kindergarden graduation... it would make me cry too :-)
Love to you. Catch up soon, E
Oh, those PHOTOS!!!!!!
She's adorable. I felt the same way about my niece's and nephews. They're as close to my own kids as you can get.
Kindergarten is a magical age. I'm glad you're around for it!
I HEART YOU
hang on to that deep love, jessie. it weighs alot, but it's the best kind.
:)
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